1. Be yourself around me and your friends
2. Don’t be afraid to show me your affectionate side
3. Make me laugh and smile a lot
4. Tell me exactly how you feel
5. COMMUNICATION IS KEY
6. We have to be able to have fun with each other
7. Playfully joke around with me
8. Your smile ❤️
1. I HATE being called by my full name, Samantha.
2. I am a highly sensitive person. Emphasis on highly.. Lol
3. I used to be a music major at the University of North Texas
4. I am very musically inclined but I decided to put it in my past.
5. I forgive way too easily.
6. I care about certain people so much that I end up getting hurt A LOT.
7. I’m very shy and quiet
8. I can’t stand liars. Be straight up with me, PLEASE.
9. I give people too much chances that they don’t even deserve.
10 Things you want to say to 10 different people right now
L: I miss you so much, Hun. I wish I could have said goodbye while you were still here. I never stop thinking about you. Picturing your beautiful smile and positive attitude is what helps me feel better. I love you.
D: I hope that when I leave you’ll be okay. I’m worried about your health and I also don’t want you to be lonely. You are my role model and I can’t loose you. I love you so much.
O: I tell you everything as it is so there’s nothing I feel I would want to tell you. You know how much I love and appreciate you. Our connection will always keep our bond strong.
A: I wish you didn’t treat me like you do. All I want is a close friendship but you constantly push me away. I do so much for you yet “they” still get all of the nice treatment from you. I honestly feel like you don’t care about me… Even though you trust me with your darkest secrets. It doesn’t make sense and I don’t think you’ll ever give me the opportunity to make sense of it…
H: You changed so much. You’re not the same person I met junior year.. I thought we really connected and we would continue growing as friends but as soon as you went to college I was placed in your high school past. As much as we say we’re okay, I know we’re not. You’ve moved on to new friends and that’s okay. I obviously care about your friendship a lot more than you do of mine but that isn’t your fault. I just wasn’t that “person” who gets to make it to your future. I will always love you as a friend and I’ll cherish the memories we made for the rest of my life…
S: I wish you weren’t so upset at me for moving to Austin. Sometimes I feel like you don’t want me to be happy but I just don’t know. I love you because you are my sister but your attitude towards me makes me want to hate you. Please just get over the situation and move on.
R: oh… I love you soo much. We’re constantly coming in and out of each other’s lives but something keeps us together. I don’t know what it is but you make me truly happy. Talking to you brightens my day. Hugging you sends me to the moon.. The love I have for you is so deep that you have the power of turning my world upside down. No one approves of us but we don’t care. We have a connection that not even we understand at times but it’s a good one. Even if you decide to not talk to me for months I still wait.. I still have hope that everything will be better one day. ❤️
AL: We met in January so we haven’t known each other for long but you were so nice to me. You were there when I had no one and you just listened when I needed someone. I enjoyed the times we spent together and I hope our friendship lasts. I’ll miss you, sweetie.
F: We had some shitty times and I treated you horribly but I really wish you didn’t hate me so much. I was in a different mindset than I am now.. I always hope that one day we will be able to be friends again because despite everything that happened, you were always a great friend to have.
10: I don’t like the person you’ve become. You were doing so well until you joined their crowd. I feel like I could never have the same friendship with you because of how much they’ve influenced you. It’s really a shame… I wish you the best and I hope you open your eyes..
“The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.”—Fernando Pessoa (via psych-facts)
“But sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes we are sad but we don’t really know we are sad. So we say we aren’t sad. But really we are.”—Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog In the Night-Time (via alighthouseofwords)